I am a Polymath, currently learning about technology and creating whatever I can at the same time. Profile Under Construction, so are all the projects. I'm also building an organization. My interests include the following:
Artificial Intelligence & Automationβ
Cybersecurity Blue and Red Teamβ
Desktop Software Developmentβ
Full Stack Web Developmentβ
Network Engineeringβ
I have a long journey ahead; learning and developing my tools will take 5-10 years. By then, will my software become obsolete? I should not be built alongside modern technology as it advances. This is what I have in mind for the software: all my software will be incorporated to work together and benefit each other. I am a messy person, so this might take even longer lol.
Autism Level 2π§ I have 74 IQ and have trouble socializing with people and large group gatherings, Online I am talkative if I trust someone and get to know the person. Ability to see the world in a way that others can't, and I have a terrible time following a routine even tho I create a routine.
Bipolar Type 1π§ I have extreme periods of sadness, and I would cry for no reason, but I am also extremely energetic and overproductive at times!
Paranoid Schizophreniaπ§ This has been a big one. Ever since I turned 18, I have been extremely paranoid, and that paranoia led to psychosis, hearing voices, seeing things, and having unrealistic thoughts. I no longer feel paranoid, and I have come a long way in trying to fix my paranoia.
OCDπ§ This makes me check the locks a few times before leaving the house. I also check the sinks and stove as many times as possible to make sure it's turned off.
GADπ§ This has been a recent development. I had a very traumatic moment in my life, and I became afraid of people and going outside. Since then, I have received extensive therapy for me to feel comfortable around people.
Dissociative Identity Disorderπ§ I didn't even know I had DID or what it was called, but a psychologist explained to me that it's real and what he observed that I am suffering from this. He said he could find one more alter, but I went home and started digging and found 8 different people living inside my head. When I am stressed out, DID has more prevelance and the alters take control, and I would even have temporary blackouts, and it feels like I could see myself from inside myself and someone else is operating, and extreme gaps in memory. I have been able to merge all the identitites and I don't remember their names, but I do have their interests somewhat integrated in me.
Antisocial Personality Disorderπ§ I was diagnosed with ASPD when I was 18 and told I had what is called psychopathy, and it drove me on a rollercoaster of depression because I was struggling with mental health issues.
Despite these challenges, I can function and live a productive life with my support system. I think people with mental health and neurodivergence can see the world in ways a neurotypical person can't, and we can accomplish great things.
Education:
(Private) Highschool
Self-Taught Various
(Private) College
(Private) University
(Private) PostGrad
Hobbies and interests:
Longevity -
Journalism - politics, whats happening in the world, climate change, activism, spirituality, religion,
Construction - building farming enclosures, repairing water systems,
Fitness - Cardio,
Chemistry - building elements, product manifacturing,
Military - weapons modifications, tactics, weapons systems, simulation training, Security & Safety,
Linguistics - hindi, bengali, english, french, arabic, spanish, japanese,
Music - Ableton Live, NI Various, Dubstep, Brostep, Trance, Vocaloid - miku and gumi,
Video Production - MikuMikuDance, Whiteboard,
and various more**