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 # Node.js LGBTQIA+ Stories: Emelia Smith
 
-[Carl](https://nodejs.org/en/blog/community/2025-pride) put it rather elegantly in the opening blog post for this series, when he said “When we were young, the rules for many of us were simple.”, and that resonates with my own experiences. I grew up in a very rural part of Australia, it was incredibly hot in the summers, and there wasn't a whole lot to do. Growing up, I knew people could be gay, but didn't know anyone who was actually gay, I knew transgender people existed but didn't know how because society wasn't as accepting then as it is now.
+[Carl](https://nodejs.org/en/blog/community/2025-pride) put it rather elegantly in the opening blog post for this series, when he said “When we were young, the rules for many of us were simple.”, and that resonates with my own experiences.
 
-I was always a little bit different, friendly with many of my peers but not truly friends with many people. I knew I had differences to my peers but could never quite place my finger on what was what.
+I grew up in a very rural part of Australia, in a very small country town, it was incredibly hot in the summers, and there wasn't a whole lot to do. Growing up, I knew people could be gay, but didn't know anyone who was actually gay, I knew transgender people existed but didn't understand someone like me could be transgender. Society just wasn't as accepting of LGBTQIA+ identities then as it is today.
 
-As there was little else to do in that part of Australia, besides play football, I ended up seeking refuge in online communities. Originally I wanted to be a graphic designer, because I loved art, that took me to DeviantART.com, where I found my way into internet chat rooms, one of which was a tech support chat — I liked computers, so why not help people with them? One thing lead to another, and I found myself doing programming and learning all about the web.
+As there was little else to do in that part of Australia, besides play football or go swimming, I ended up seeking refuge in online communities. Originally I wanted to be a graphic designer, because I loved art, that took me to DeviantART.com, where I found my way into internet chat rooms. One of those chat rooms was a tech support room: I liked computers, so why not help people with them? One thing lead to another, and I found myself doing programming and learning all about web development.
 
-It was 2008 when I first realized that maybe this web development stuff could be a career, when a recruiter had seen some blog posts of mine about the chat client I'd been building using XULRunner for DeviantART's chatrooms. I was 15 at the time, and couldn't quite believe it, and ultimately it didn't pan out. The chat client I'd been working on was my first taste of asynchronous network i/o, and I liked it.
+It was 2008 when I first realized that maybe this web development stuff could be a career, when a recruiter had seen some blog posts of mine about the client for DeviantART's chat rooms that I'd been building using XULRunner. I was 15 at the time, and couldn't quite believe it, ultimately it didn't pan out but it did show me that there was value in what I was learning and that I could find future employment from doing things on my computer. The chat client I'd been working on was my first taste of asynchronous network I/O, and I liked it.
 
-Fast-forward a year, and Node.js was announced by Ryan at JSConf.eu, once I watched the video, I immediately wanted to try to use it, it seemed so much better than the APIs I was used to working with in XULRunner for network i/o. One thing lead to another, and I began contributing to Node.js, back then, this was pretty easy as the code was still new and there were plenty of bugs to fix. I was there from pretty early on, I saw the birth of npm and package managers for JavaScript, and watched the project grow. It was an exciting time!
+Fast-forward a year, when Node.js was announced by Ryan at JSConf.eu, once I watched the video, I immediately wanted to try to use it. It seemed so much better than the APIs I was used to working with in XULRunner for network I/O. One thing lead to another, and I began contributing to Node.js. Back then, this was pretty easy as the code was still new and there were plenty of bugs to fix and features to add. I was there from pretty early on, I saw the birth of npm and package managers for JavaScript, I saw the first versions of connect and express, and watched the project grow. It was an exciting time!
 
-My early contributions to Node.js were adding the [`fs.readdirSync`](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/05d6da6c4af25fc417902ad1bbae9198e58ff37a) method, [adding `fs.chmod` support](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/bcc032e43aac86d71739150009d8d75b5a9de26f), then implementing the [`'upgrade'` event](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/f990f24ad36ddaff3c378531d15ea5c052467d41) that enabled implementing WebSockets in Node.js (I maintained one of the first node.js websocket servers). I kept contributing regularly and learned a lot from the early community.
+My early contributions to Node.js were adding the [`fs.readdirSync`](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/05d6da6c4af25fc417902ad1bbae9198e58ff37a) method, [adding `fs.chmod` support](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/bcc032e43aac86d71739150009d8d75b5a9de26f), then implementing the [`'upgrade'` event](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/f990f24ad36ddaff3c378531d15ea5c052467d41) that enabled implementing WebSockets in Node.js (I maintained one of the first node.js WebSocket servers for Node.js). I kept contributing regularly and learned a lot from the early community.
 
-The largest change I made to Node.js was splitting up the [documentation into multiple files and pages](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/e190c9616ed0b05eb66e1ae6681a8bb4a5f5f3e5), prior to this change all the documentation was on a single page only. This change lifted me up to be within the top ten contributors to the project due to the sheer number of lines of code changed. Following on from that I worked a fair bit on documentation tooling.
+The largest change I made to Node.js was splitting up the [documentation into multiple files and pages](https://github.com/nodejs/node/commit/e190c9616ed0b05eb66e1ae6681a8bb4a5f5f3e5), prior to this change, all the documentation had been on a single large page only. This change lifted me up to be within the top ten contributors to the project due to the sheer number of lines of code changed. Following on from that I worked on documentation tooling for the project.
 
 It wasn't until I was in my mid-20s that I realised I was queer. I remember being on a bus to the office, and pondering the question "are men's and women's clothes really that different?", it was an odd question for someone who at the time still considered themselves straight and cisgender, but it was something I explored mentally before concluding that "no, they're all just clothes". That moment was really just me trying to give myself permission to try dressing differently, telling myself it wasn't taboo to try something different. Around the same time, I was having issues where I did not recognize myself in the mirror, which lead me to realising that I wasn't the cisgender guy I thought I was. On New Year's Eve of 2014/2015, I came out as genderqueer, and began experimenting with gender presentation.
 
 I didn't realise I was queer until much later in life, after I'd moved to London. I was 24 going on 25, and had been going through some things. I started with just the question of "are men's and women's clothes really that different?", it was an odd question for someone who at the time still considered themselves straight and cisgender, but it was something I explored on my own and it was really just me trying to give myself permission to try dressing differently. I the time, I did not recognize myself in the mirror, and I needed to try something. I came out as genderqueer on New Years Eve of 2014/2015.
 
-I met some more wonderful queer people (thank you so much to [Jess Rose](https://mastodon.social/@jessie) for organising the meet up that first helped me get out of my closet), and that continued me on my journey. I decided London wasn't the place to be for me, so I moved to Berlin, and continued working with Node.js and building startups. After a year, I realised that I wasn't just genderqueer, but actually a transgender woman, who was also a lesbian.
+Around the time I was figuring things out, I met some more wonderful queer people (thank you so much to [Jessie](https://mastodon.social/@jessie) for organising the meet up that first helped me get out of the closet), and that continued my journey. I decided London wasn't the place to be for me, so I moved to Berlin, and continued working with Node.js and building startups. After a year, I realised that I wasn't just genderqueer, but actually a transgender woman, who was also a lesbian.
 
-Now, I've been out and proud for a decade, I still contribute to Open Source frequently, in fact, I mostly work full time on open-source software. I'm still using Node.js, but no longer contributing, as my time is taken up with my own open-source projects and contributing to projects like [Mastodon](https://github.com/mastodon/mastodon/pulls?q=is%3Amerged+is%3Apr+author%3AThisIsMissEm+), [Hollo](https://github.com/fedify-dev/hollo/pulls?q=is%3Amerged+is%3Apr+author%3AThisIsMissEm+) and using the [Adonis.js Framework](https://adonisjs.com). Chances are, you've probably used software I've contributed to in one way or another. You've probably used code that myself and other LGBTQIA+ individuals have written.
+Now, I've been out and proud for a decade, I still contribute to Open Source frequently, in fact, a large percent of my work is on Open Source software. I still use Node.js regularly, and contribute to various packages, but not to the core project anymore. My time now is taken up with my own Open Source projects and contributing to [Mastodon](https://github.com/mastodon/mastodon/pulls?q=is%3Amerged+is%3Apr+author%3AThisIsMissEm+), [Hollo](https://github.com/fedify-dev/hollo/pulls?q=is%3Amerged+is%3Apr+author%3AThisIsMissEm+) and helping people with the [Adonis.js Framework](https://adonisjs.com). Chances are, you've probably used software I've contributed to in one way or another. You've almost certainly used code or patterns that LGBTQIA+ individuals have created.
 
-Node.js always has had a strong participation for LGBTQIA+ community members, and without Node.js, I doubt I'd have had the experiences I've had, met the wonderful people I have, nor gotten out of that dusty small town and broadened my horizons. Node.js is very much so to thank for introducing me to who I needed to become to be happy.
+Node.js always has had a strong participation from LGBTQIA+ community members, and without Node.js, I doubt I'd have had the experiences I have had, met half the wonderful people I've met, nor gotten out of that dusty small country town, broadened my horizons and changed to be happy. Node.js is very much so to thank for who I am today.
 
-You can find me on Mastodon as [@thisismissem@hachyderm.io](https://hachyderm.io/@thisismissem), and support my open-source work financially at: [https://support.thisismissem.social](https://support.thisismissem.social). I'm also on [Bluesky](https://bsky.app/profile/thisismissem.social) if that's more your thing.
+You can find me on Mastodon as [@thisismissem@hachyderm.io](https://hachyderm.io/@thisismissem), and support my Open Source work financially at: [https://support.thisismissem.social](https://support.thisismissem.social).